Who Is She?

Tall, right about five nine
Wears glasses because she’s kind of blind
Brown eyes that are full and deep yet at the same time Hollow
Shes just Scoping and Hoping
for a better tomorrow
Brown skin which may not be the smoothest
But for sure is the toughest
Very emotional, that can be a good or bad thing
That all depends on you
Yes she’s caring
but She’s very daring
with her mouth
She usually knows what she’s talking about
Very outspoken and Interest cholking
Hates when people don’t use their common sense
It just doesn’t make any sense
Frequently often has visions of herself
Being the best and better that the rest
Of course she’s full of remorse
Not that confident
Usually has trouble staying on top of it
How is she so bold but insecure?
Nobody’s really sure

A Poem I wrote for class about The Bestiie Jordan :)

THE DOPEST GUY I KNOW

Ever since freshman year I wanted to get to know him
Right when I saw him at orientation.
He had me captivated
infatuated and agitated just wanting to know who he was
I wanted to walk through the valley of his mind.
Step the stairs of his knowledge.
Swim in the sea of his emotions.
Be apart of the shadows that slide across his brain.
I wanted to be close to him.
Wanted to be the one who knew most about him
Wanted to become his best friend
I wanted to have a friendship with this guy that could never end.
I know a lot of people who used to think he was bad.
But now they know him almost as well as I do, so they see who he really is
.He’s a real cool person.
He’s not perfect and that’s exactly
why I like him I’ve never
known anybody like this guy
I doubt I will find anyone else who’s persona will fly/strive/glide
above everyone else’s.
He’s selfless
Constantly pacing not chasing
After life
He has a no care attitude
He lives his life and doesn’t worry about problems
Even though he has many
He’s the sweetest person I know
He doesn’t deserve any type of pain
At least I don’t think so
When I heard the news. I cried for him
I didn’t know I cared about his feelings that much
I love him like a brother and he's always gonna come before everyother

....person lol

Its All So Weird...

Cordell..I met him on July-15th-2009...We were alreayd talking for a while nd I was starting to get this feelin that he was differemt from the rest of these guys like he said.... nd I believed him....We went to this pizza shop..but I didnt eat...then we went to the Library so I can return mi books.....after that we walked to the park nd sat on tyhe bench..I was shy so I wasnt speaking much...I started getting comfertable and we startd really talking ..



I asked him "Are u talking to n e other girls now besides me" he said "nah...after mi ex cheated on me I stopped caring about girls and having a relationship"...who wud have thought it was have been ME that he wud stop caring about...so then we reeally got ocmfertable and he was laying down in mi lap... we were holding hands (they were all laced up) nd it was nice..



I was thinking he Cud be my 1st BF..I had wrote this blog ((((its on here...called LOVE... this is how I see it..its mi 1st post..go read it :) ))) and I was telling him about the sutff that other guys have done to me and he was telling me hes gonna be diff and he can make me happy...FAIL!...so OBVIOUSLY....we were kissing..nd he started kissing,biting nd sucking on mi neck (shit felt maaad good lol....cuz fa me thats a super turn on)..



3 hours after we were first wit eachother..I had to go...so we were txting after he got home..nd the next day I txt'd him like normal..(cuz we used to talk everyday...days go by and he never aimed me back...called me back.wrote me back on myspace...or txted me back..I was like WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON??>..cuz like I said we talked everyday....but its a week already..then he FINALLY txted me back
...on monday he txted me saying "hey.I Been busy" nd I was like ok..so I txted him back and then once again for the rest of the day didnt even get a response...so then it becomes a week..nd at 11:24 pm (yes I remember the time) he txted me saying "Hey Kid" nd im like wtf..how I go from babe nd cutiie to KID?..I aksed him wth was going on and he said He just didnt feel like talking to females..nd i sent him a LOOONG ass txt tellin him how I felt about that..I was thinking he was going through something bad happend nd he just wanted to be alone....



i was worried that I was never gonna talk to him again nd I was said about that cuz like I said..he was diff..so then I asked him "did u find someone else to talk to?" and he told me no..but then he was like I know u got other guys to talk to..nd im like no i dnt..how wud u know that??..nd even if I did does he really think id be sittin here worrying about his ass for a week...nd he said he just knows..but he didnt know he hurt me that bad and he was just gonna back off before things got worse..nd im like wtf??...wth does he mean before things get worse??..wth is he talking about..thats wut pissed me off even more cuz idk where all this was coming from.....So me nd him hadnt talked since then because that was the last things he txted me..so right now all im thinking is fuck him..nd Im tight I wasted feeling on him when he was just acting retarded nd acting like such a fuckin ass hole......



WELL YEA.THATS IT....I THOUGHT HE WAS DIFF....SO BCUZ OF HIM..ND HOW HE FOOLED ME INTO BELIEVING HE WAS DIFF..IM NEVER GONNA PUT SO MUCH TRUST INTO GUYS AGAIN...THEY GONNA HAVE TO WORK THEIR WAY UP.

PAUL..ACKEEM..ND THIS NIGGA..FUCK ALL OF YALL....SERIOUSLY...

Survey about Love and Life

Love and Life Survey

How old were you when you had your first relationship?
Never had one b4

Are you taken/single?
Single

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
13 i think

What color is your underwear?
red

Do you like anyone right now?
sorta :)

Ever had your heartbroken?
umm...no

Miss anyone right now?
YEEEEESSSS I DOO..I WANNA TLAK TO HIM

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
My buddie Francis

Last person to text you?
Francis

Last person you saw?
Francis

What was the last thing you said to someone?
I didnt forget on purpose

Who is top in your top friends?
One of mi fav artist Tynisha Keli

Why?
i LOVE her music and i didnt think n e one needed to be there

Who do you trust the most in your life?
My best friend Jordan that i love so much

Who do you love most?
My bestfriend Jordan :)

Ever been in love?
NO

Who has hurt you the most?
Paul...

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
no

Are you happy?
Nope

How many good friends do you have?
ill just leave it at one..Jordan :)

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
no

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
Never been in a relationship to cheat

Ever been cheated on?
no

Ever been told someone loved you?
Yes

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
lmao NO

Ever had your heart broken?
how maby times u gonna ask this??.

Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?
not really cuz theres someone I really want..and i know he wants me..

What is your idea of true love?
Dell lol..if that ever happened

When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff?
yea,maybe

Do you believe in love at first sight?
no

Why or why not?
never experienced it so i cnt judge...

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
YES!! bcuz thats EXACTLY WHAT I WANT BEFORE I GO OUT WITH N E ONE

Do you believe that love can be found in bars or is that too much of a risk?
lol.uh idk..u can find love n e where..like twitter :)

Should people go to bars to find love?
no

Or should they go to places where people who like what they like hang out?
yes

Should men and women be expecting the other to buy the other gifts?
umm..honestly yes,expect but dnt demand..

Who should wear the pants in the relationship or should it be a mutual give and take?
defenatley mutual

Should chauvinists of either gender be in a relationship?
idk wth u talking about...

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SURVEY!!!>.I LOVE RANDOM QUESTIONS LIKE THESE..

I Just Gotta Know

What's your favorite color gummy bear?
Red duh

What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
I like the waist Area on a guy :)

Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?
No

Ever had a song sang about/for you?
umm..i dnt remember

Is there a baby in the room with you right now?
No

Do you know how to dance?
Yes

Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other?
other.in mi room

What is your favorite thing that is green?
Money

What did your last text message say?
the last thing I sent said "What Did Yall Do Today?"

Boxers, briefs or boxer briefs?
on a boy..boxer briefs

What is your middle name?
Renell

What is the way to your heart?
Persoanlity (it makes me like u.....boys n e way)

What do you smell like?
Bath nd Body works "Moonlight Path"

What's in your pocket?
Money

Anything in your mouth?
mm..noo

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?
YES!!! lol with the Boxing.arms was maaad tired

Do you have freckles?
Nope

How many languages can you say "Hello" in?
2

What's the last movie you saw in the theater?
NOTORIOUS

Ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on?
nope

Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday?
Nope

Name a song that you know all the words to:
Tynisha Keli "You and Me Against The World"

Are you in love with someone right now?
noo..but i REALLY like someone

What's the last thing you watched on TV?
Sister Sister (oooow) lol

What's the last video game you played?
Mario Kart Wii

Who is your daddy and what does he do?
My father is not important nd he does nothing for me so next question

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
Most..I cant do p,q,r,x and y

Do you have an unkle named Joe?
No

What word do you use when people pass gas?
idk

Do you wear glasses?
Yes i do :)

What can you hear right now?
the tv in mi moms room

Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday?
worse (i was missing someone)

Ever been overseas?
Yeap..wait..lol does canda count??..i dnt thnk so

What are your plans for today?
Might return library books

How long have you had MySpace?
Years..idk

What was your favorite childhood show?
almost n e thing on cartoon network (90s baby)

Are you close to your siblings?
Nope

What was your first job?
never had one

Do you bite your nails?
Yes..i need to stop

Do you like your feet?
One of them

Do you sleep well at night?
yes :)

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Wut I think about girls cheating...

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  Hmm...well im just gonna start rambling cuz idk wut this post is gonna be about but im sure its gonna point in a direction sooner or later..okay uuuuuuuh.. Well...something I was thinking about..I was talking to this sweetheart last night..ommfg this guy is so sexy...but n e whoz.... I aksed him why he was single...nd he told me bcuz his Ex girlfriend cheated on him...TWICE..now that got me thinking....we all know how ppl get when it comes to Guys cheating so im not even gonna talk about that..i PERSONALLY think its worse when a female cheats on her man...bcuz

1. We often complain about how we cant find a good guy..nd when u do.u cheat on him.like wtf is that??.
2. U have something a lot of females wish they cud have...
3. Im sure hes treating u right then cuz if not then yall wudnt be going out...
4. Im sitting here witout a bf nd bcuz of girls that like boys dnt care about relationships n e more nd thats fuckin it up for girls like me!
5. Lastly..it just looks worse

I mean...I know girls who read this post may agree or disagree but u cnat say im wrong...nd the boys who get cheated on by girls are usually the sweetest..cutses...smartest..nicest guys n e girl cud ever want (I know he is :) )..lol but then at the same time..go ahead nd keep cheating cuz that means u dnt really deserve him..idc how pretty ur..thats just an ugly thing to do...

ANOTHER TOPIC ON CHEATING..WHY..DO PPL..CHEAT ON THEIR BFS/GF/S WITH THEIR FRIENDS??...ND THE FRIENDS ARE JUST AS STUPID TO GO ALONG WIT IT...I DNT THNK THEY REALIZE THEY JUST WANT UR ASS FOR THE MOMENT AND WHEN SOMEONE BETTER COMES ALONG THEY'RE GONNA DROP UR ASS REAL QUICK..GOOD FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND ND U GONNA LET 5 MINUTES OF PLEASURE FUCK UP 5 YEARS OF A FRIENDSHIP...some ppl are just so stupid nd dnt have n e common sense....theres gonna be more on relationships wit me lol....incase ur wondering..NO I have nVER had a Boyfriend b4 ( i know right..its hard to believe cuz im so cute lmao nah buuut) but everything I talk about comes from friends talking about it,my mom,tv and me saying how I feel about these things......soooo next blog im gonna talk about things couples do that annoy me..maybe..i think thats wut im gonna talk about soo..till nxt timeI blog.. Byeee :)

Love...

Love...The Way I see It:By Tanisha R. Williams

Love is about captivation and infatuation and Even Aggravation
Life and death
You make someone the center of your world
And You feel like dying when they’ve left you
Love is an open door waiting for the right person to come in and shut out the rest of the world
Your heart is eachothers home
Spend so much time with them and some people lose friends…. And gain family
Love is a feeling that cant even be differed
No matter what you have heard
Love is the worst drug ever
It has you hooked
You brain is cooked
Love gets you high
It has you thinking your on the softest cloud in the sky
Love is the softest thing you will ever know
But it hurts so bad
People mistake lust for love
Right after they everythings gone wrong
Is when they realize the difference
Lust gets you tempted
Love keeps you interested
Love is great to fall into
Cant say the same about falling out though
Love
Id like to experience that one day
At least I’ll k now what I’m getting myself into

See..I find it strange that I know so much about love (well I think I do) and I ve never actually experienced it beofre...ive only REALLY LIKED ONE GUY...and all the other ones only want to f*ck..like wth..Im not like any other girls u be messin wit so expect to get nothin from me...but n e way..yeah...I feel like all boys are the same..nd when I find guys that i CAN be with..theres always something wrong...nd I hate it...

Just incase ur wondering..the type of guys iLOVE..are usually.. Tall,,Brown-dark skinned Big lips (i like to bite them lol) nd who can make me smile all the time..someone I can be comfortable with and will always listen to me when I want to speak..nd ill do all of those same things for him...but ugh..its just a matter of time..i NEVER had a BF before nd mi friends tell me to wait..WELL IM GETTING VERY IMPATIENT...also incase ur wondering..I am a virgin..how can I not be..never been in a relationship or been that close to n e one before to do so..ppl see someone as being a virgin.. a bad thing..I see it a good thing cuz pl know i cannot be manipulated and I have morals..most ppl i know who arent virgins got fuckin problems..so HELL NO..IM GOOD WIT MY SEX STATUS lol...well hope u enjoyed reading this and learned a little more about me..till the nxt time i blog...Byeee :)